A big opportunitie lost but a new one

before i get in the university, i was trying to en-roll me in la Pedagogica university i tried 3 times but the last one i passed and they didn't call me so i went there and they tell me that i didn't passed with them, so i was so angry about it, a few days latter i was surffing on red and i was chating  with a good friend, she is colombian but she live in Germany since she was 6 years and she was telling me that i need go there, know the culture, new people, making new friends and probably stard university there, when we finished our chat and i had this curiosity about it so i start to reading about the country everything , and i started to looking for my documents for my travel, when i had all my documents  someday i was on bedroom watching and checking what i was missing for my travel and then my mom get in my room so happy and she told me that day "hey!! i know you are so angry about it but i had something for you" and she give me a little paper, i remember that i was thinking "ohh my God!! i hope this paper is not what i believe" and yeah it was; it was the inscription of la Gran Colombia university and now im studing here well i love been here but when i think i could go away i think:

• if  i had go away, i would had finished my career
• if i had go away, i would knew more than one language
• if i had go away, i would had more things for me
• if i had go away, i would had a better life than now